Friday, 18 August 2006
Its A New Dawn:)
Okay, I had a bitchin day today. I think that everything is finally going my way. I saw my dance partner today. He came over and we talked about everything. He said that he understands that I love someone but he loves me and he's not giving up. I dont care, cause in the end, I am still coming back home and I dont want any baggage to come with me.
Then I got a text message from Jeff saying hey, and I told him that I was coming to NC in sept to see a band and maybe we could hook up and hang out. I know that everyone thinks that I am going to fall back into the same pattern that I was in when I was in high school, but I know who I love, I just dont think that he loves me anymore.
Then I got into a disagreement with Anna about how she was like a bum in my house, and her boyfriend and her need to get a job. I just cant stand to see her face some days. She is really pissing me off. I dont know how much more I can take.
But all and all, I had a great day. I think that my luck is really turning around for the best, thanks to supportive friends and nice family members. So now, I am back into my meditating everyday, at least twice a day. I think that it totally helps. Well thats all for now, I guess I'll leave it off with a LATER!!!