Monday, 21 August 2006
It Sucks, But...
Okay, I have come up with a decision for everything that is going on in my life. I have decided to give up on all these guys and do things that make me happy. In fact, if they loved me, then they wouldnt put me through so much stress. I know that it sounds weird, but all this stress is not helping with my health problems. So I have decided to give up on them and get an outlet to make myself happy. So I am going to write again, and paint. I know but painting use to help release stress in my life.
So I have been to dance class and everything is so stressful. I had to come up with a program rough draft, and the script for everybody. Its so hard. I guess everything good is alittle hard. I had this awlful dream today that I need to talk about.
I was at home and someone came out of the shadows and cut my wrist. I was sitting in a puddle of blood and no one was home. I couldnt find my phone. So I sat there, dying. I couldnt open the door and I was crying and yelling. I passed out and I couldnt feel my body. I finally woke up but it was so intense. I just dont wanna go to sleep anymore. Well thats all that I am writing about today people. Love ya'll lots.
Posted by monique151802 at 11:30 PM EDT
Updated: Tuesday, 22 August 2006 12:28 AM EDT