Saturday, 9 September 2006
I Must Say.. Im In Love
Okay, well its weird that everything has panned out the way that it has but things happen for a reason. Im in love with someone that I just met. Its kind of the same thing that happened when I fell in love with Loren and Jeff. So I know that he must be really special to me. Lets see where should I began????
Well his names Daryl, but I call him Micheal, thats his middle name. He's such a gentleman, he has been since the first day we met. We havent had sex yet but I know that he will just be amazing. In fact, I really dont want to have sex with him. I want to wait. He brings out the best in me, I like that about him, he always brings out the best in me.
He sit down and just look into each others eyes and I know that he feels something, just like me. He keeps telling me how beautiful I am and how he is so lucky, how its too good to be true. Thats exactly how I feel, like somethings gotta go wrong because its too perfect. I have cooked for him a couple of times, he loves my cooking. We sit down and kiss for hours. I just love how his lips feel against mines. He went with me to go get my nose pierced. He was right there. And right now he's being so understanding with everything that is going on in my life. He loves me for me. I love him for him. He's my equal. I know that it sounds weird but the only other person I ever felt like this about is Loren.
I cant explan it, I wanted to move on, just not this fast. He really makes my head spin. Its not like all the other guys I have been with in my past. He's different. I know it sounds typical, but he is. He makes me want to do better just so I can make him proud. I just want to be around him everyday, for the rest of my life. I cant place my finger on it, but it feels like I know him from somewhere, I am so comfortable around him its crazy. I love him.
Well thats all for now hotties, later