True Sex Story-The Worse Night Ever 6/14/2006
Lets start this from the first text that I received from Mike and you'll understand why everything is like it is.
"Hey what you doing?"
"Im just sitting here relaxing, hanging out with my girl, whats up?"
"Was thinking about you, hanging out with my sister-in-law, wish I was with you"
"Why would you wanna be with me? That type of relationship with us ended a long time ago. What is it that you want Mike?"
"I dont want our relationship to be over, at least we are friends, right? Cant I just check on a friend to see how she is doing? What do you not want to be my friend anymore?"
"I didnt say that. Its just that things are complicated. I wanted to be with you, you didnt want a relationship, so I let you go. You wanted just sex, I wanted you to be with me. I fell for you and you didnt consider my feelings at all. I think that was very mean and selfish of you. Cant you see where that leaves me?"
"I never knew that you felt like that. I mean, I thought that we were just having fun, I didnt know that it was that serious. In fact we were friends first before we ever started fooling around. So I thought that was what we were doing."
"Mike can we not go into this right now? I dont want to go there with you. I liked you but we can be friends. I think that I can live with that. So what is it that you were thinking about me for?"
"We need to talk in person, can you meet me at my house? I promise we wont do anything that you dont want to do, but I really need to talk to you and it is serious."
"Okay Mike, I'll see you in lets say about a hour. I have to get dressed."
"Okay see you then."
The whole time I was getting dressed I was wondering what this could be about. Why did Mike want to see me? What is it that was so important that he couldnt talk to me over a text?
So I get in my car, drive all the way to virginia beach to go to his house. When I get there, the whole apartment complex is so quite, so peaceful. I make it up the stairs to see Mike looking all worried and kind of upset.
"Hey Mike, whats up? Why the look on your face?"
"I just didnt remember you looking that beautiful before. Come in, lets talk."
So I walked in and his apartment looked like he actually took time to clean up. It was completely weird. So I walked over and sat down on the couch, I looked into his baby blue eyes and it was like I was hooked again all over. I was falling for everything that I remembered about him. His eyes, his touch, his kiss, how he talked to me, and how we made love. It all came back
"Precious I dont know how to say this but is it true? Did you really love me?"
"Why would you ask me that, I said I liked you, alot, not love. Who did you hear that from?"
"Sondra, my sister-in-law, she accidently told me. Precious if its true, then this changes everything. I need to know."
Before I knew it, I was sitting on his couch, making out with him. Enjoying every bit of how he tasted. Loving to be back in his arms. Even though I knew that it was wrong, something about it had to be right. So we walked to the room, kissing all the way there. Unbuckling and pulling off clothing, feeling each other, then at that moment, I fell on his bed. I looked at him, he was looking at me and we just went at it. I have to be in control, so I got on top of him, riding him, kissing him, caressing him. He was enjoying my breast, like it was his last meal. I was enjoy every bit of it. But as fast as it started, it was over. I was left with the unsatifying feeling, I know that you know what I am talking about. We sat there and cuddled, I fell asleep in his arms. I woke up and he was looking at me.
"Your pretty even when you sleep. You make the cutest little moaning sound, its soo cute."
He was brushing my face, looking at me. I leaned up to kiss him, cause I am really short. And I had started up a whole new chapter for our sex. We were back at it again. I climbed back on top, riding him, making love to him. It was something about Mike that I knew I couldnt resist. My wild animal urges came into play and I just kept going and going. I wasnt worried about anything. I came 3 times, he finally came like a hour later. I got off of him, and smiled at him. We both went back to sleep. I woke up that morning feeling really guilty. I had to get out of there.
"Mike wake up, I gotta go."
"Do you have to?"
"Yes I do, come walk me to the door."
"Okay, let me get up."
So we slowly started making our way to the door, our night of pure lust and sexual desire was over. I was happy it was, then he asked the question that I didnt need to hear at that time.
"Precious, you never answer my question last night, do you love me?"
"Well Mike, I guess thats one of those things that you have to figure out on your own."